Match.com may very well be hurting the little self esteem I am clinging to today. I was viewed 112 times. Out of 112 men, only one found me appealing enough to muster up a wink. ONE!!!! Am I hideous and no one ever told me?? I have better odds of hitting the lotto than getting noticed on there.
The one guy that winked at me also winked at Sara and let me tell ya, I'd go lesbian before I go "rdmer77." He mentions that he watches American Idol religiously. That alone rules him out.
So I never really thought that I would find the "one" on match.com. I don't know if I really believe in that concept anymore. I can't say that the pain that comes with loving someone is worth it. I know that life is about the journey and that the bad magnifies the good. I just have this fear that I had my chance and failed.
But there is this boy....
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