Blame Emily!

I blame Emily, if she would just post, I would feel more obligated to do so. Plus, I do have a big fat work related excuse and two deadlines, so I think I'm closer to freedom.

I went out on Tuesday night with RR guy, fully expecting to say 'hey, it's been nice knowing you' at the end of the performance. Actually, he started asking questions about me as we were waiting for it to start. He also brought up the BIG question about separation, which I answered with as much truth as I felt and as little acrimony as I could. We had a good time at the theater, and went for a couple of drinks afterward. I felt like we had a good time and a fun talk, but I think I forgot to thank him for taking me out (or maybe I did and it was too obligatory, I forget). He did give me a good-night/bye kiss which I think I screwed up because I wasn't expecting it when he did it. I also texted him when I got home and asked if he'd made it and he replied he did... I've heard nada, zip, zilch since then (Tuesday night around midnight). I sent him a quick text yesterday about something we saw during the performance Tue. night and then a hey Tuesday night was fun email today. Maybe he could tell I changed my mind and now he's no longer interested in hanging out? Hanging out/going out with him is also not consuming, it's more comfortable, which I don't know if that's good or bad. So, 'L' said to give it until tonight and if no word, write that one off as a one match less.com.

I also have another 'drink' date tonght with sexy short guy. He actually works in an area that I find very interesting, and I hope he proves interesting. He called yesterday while I was asleep. I vaguely rememeber trying to be charming, but when I woke up more fully I think it was more jerky than anything... Ah well, will rectify that later when I meet him in the explanation of 'sorry I was out of it'. I also got three small cavaties filled today, and am very happy to report three hours later that I can feel most of my face again.

Oh, and one (of the two) military guys I'm talking wants to meet for lunch on Monday. He's actually going to drive up from where he lives about an hour to an hour and a half away. I'm a little guilty over this as he's nice, but I'm not looking for a boyfriend and not one who is in the military... Anyway, L reads his email and thinks I jump to too many conclusions and likely I am super judgemental... ah well.