Seriously, bad news from my ex financially yesterday which means I'm anxious because I may have to deal with a lot of shit in a short amount of time and may end up homeless (or well scrounging to find someplace rather quickly). The idea makes me tense and trying to figure everything out has made me feel exhausted.
L and her boyfriend have likely broken up or at least he's gone the passive-aggressive route to breakup which included a promise to call her today that never materialized (among other very bad things he did that are not really my place to get into here).
I am fucking depressed. It started yesterday, but it lingers today. I'm supposed to go out dancing tonight, but I haven't heard back from anyone I'm supposed to go with or meet up with. I think this is one of those emotional rollercoaster few days where Thursday night's date went really well and gives me warm fuzzies when I think about it, but since then I've felt down. I haven't set up anything with Thu. night's date for anything in the future, and I kind of feel like I'll never find anyone (which I know is super cliche, especially on V-Day). Wow, have I depressed everyone reading this yet?
Oh, and RR guy who I was so-so about, then thought we had fun Tuesday night pretty much never responded to my text or email and I'm pretty sure has done the match.com thing where I don't even get a courtesy email kiss off...
I know, I know, my life is not that horrible... I guess I'm feeling melodramatic today.
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